| wow i hvn't used xanga for a long time.... took me freakin 5min just to find that link that lets u blog!
I'm in procrastination mode again.... got comm 450 exam tmr but hvn't started studying! so lets examine why.... here's something i came by in a manga that came at a surprise to me.... wish i'd read this when i was a kid:
"If someone having talent is called a genius, then a child blessed with those talents is called prodigy.
This doesn't mean that you will always be talented just because you were born with it. Most of the prodigies only rely on their talents, so when they grow up, they become ordinary persons...
With 10 you're a prodigy, with 15 talented, after 20 you're just an ordinary person!"
OH NO! i'm 20!! sk ghens8t b7h-q349hq2
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| Good ol' xanga..... one of the best places to just rant and not really care who reads it... since almost no one comes on here anymore! For me, xanga was once a diary then a day-log and now back to a once every few months diary!
I don't know what's wrong with me lately but I just don't feel like I'm doing anything.... oh wait... i'm NOT! I don't feel like sitting down and doing anything and everything seems ot just past me by.... i thoguht it was just a phase i was going through but it still hasn't blown over yet =S I haven't put in more than 2 hrs of hard-work consecutively for WEEKS now and it's all just building up in front of me.....
Anyone know how to cure this? I don't know if it's just a lack of motivation or a lack of inspiration or whatever you wanna call it but I dun feel like doing ANYTHING at all! I can't even sit still and play video games for more than 2 hours! it's ridiculous! Anyone else gone through this kinda thing before? wanna gimme a shout about what to do about it?
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| So it's been well over a month since i last played games on my laptop....
What's changed about me otherwise? not much really...
I still can't sit down and just do homework.... it's REALLY pathetic....
It's like I need someone sitting next to me making sure I'm working....
But I feel so empty inside, and i dun even know why!
Lately I've started/finished reading this manga (ichigo 100%) and wow that thing got me thinking
The book revolves around a guy who has this wonderful dream to be a director
He also happens to have a lot of girls that like him
He, in-turn, developes feelings for all of them as well!
Many things happen... the beginning is rather perverted but the story REALLY builds at the end!
In the choices of life to achieve one's dream and to love someone....
The manga complicates things by having the protagonist loving more than one person too!
But in the end, it's the choices for their dreams/future or for love.... What does this blog have to do with anything? I don't know....
In the one year that I took psyc 100 i learned a lot of things (though i did SO poorly in it and i lost all motivation for psyc)
The class taught me that one always projects himself onto other things....
I always have time to think a lot to myself so am I still just thinking too much?
Putting people in Yui, Tsukasa, Toujou and Satsuki's place....
One major lacking element is still my dream.... which totally destroys my entire model =P So whatever, if you're still reading this:
a) you actually bother to read about what i type o0? wow.... thx~
b) you've read ichigo100% before and thought this might be an interesting read (or not!)
c) you're just like me and have SO much time to urself! we should talk then! lol |
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| I've always thought that i can do whatever i set my mind to.... everyone's told me that i can do many things....
and thx to the brainwash from disney, i have the belief that everything'll turn out alright
but i look at myself now and what have a become?
slowly turning into a complete nobody....
seeing everyone else around me, i've come to realize how small i've become....
I've decided to change..... to become more.... to seek my potential....
I've decided to quit gaming
i wonder what kind of person i'll become....
but to gain what i've always wanted, to become who i want to be
sacrifices must be made....
Not knowing how to start is not an excuse for having a poor finish
To take advantage of any openings you find along the way
To learn from mistakes of a past experience
That is the way of life and i plan on living mine from now on |
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| wow it's nearly been 3 months this time.... well nothing really worth mentioning on here.... hmmm cute thing i saw the other day:
this lil kid (4 feet tall) walks into a restaurant jus in front of me. There's 2 urinals, one high one and one low one, he stands in front of the high one then notices i'm there. He quickly shuffles over to the low one. I was just gave a chuckle.... and i thought kids were stupid nowadays too =P |
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